You Are A Gift
If you're not seeing yourself as the incredible gift you truly are, it's time to change that.
You truly are a gift. Not because of what you do. Just simply because of who you are.
If you don’t have everything you desire in this world, it’s because you are blind to your own magnificence. But stay tuned, I’m going to share the tools that will very quickly help you to see the gift of you.
Look, it’s a human thing, we all are blind to our own gifts. I was too. I’ve spent most of my life hiding the things about me that I thought were weird, that other people wouldn’t like. The only thing that did for me though was get me was stuck in a reality where I didn’t like me and I didn’t like my life.
I know it’s hard and scary to be the authentic you. Like me, you’ve probably been judged, criticised, laughed at, gotten into trouble.. or in some way shape or form have been told that you are wrong.
I’m so sorry you were told that. I’m so sorry you believe that about yourself.
I have cried so much over the past 12 months, and grieved my poor inner child who felt so deeply unworthy of love. I have grown myself into the loving, kind and adoring adult my inner child needed and bit by bit, the shame I felt for being me is melting away.
I wasn’t happy with the trajectory my life was on and I realised that if I didn’t start truly loving myself, nothing was going to change.
So I made the commitment to follow the path of my soul purpose. This meant I needed to start deeply connecting to, accepting and loving my authentic self.
Something that I had hidden away for so long was my spiritual side. Ever since I can remember, I was very spiritual. As a child I was fascinated by magic, fairies, witches, energy, anything that was beyond the physical realm.
But I thought that made me weird. Whenever I talked about anything to do with magic or the spirit world, I was met with disbelief and judgement. So I decided that it was better for me to tuck that away. Even from myself.
Then I studied psychology and became swept up in the science, evidence-based world. This further disconnected me from spirituality. I just couldn’t accept that about myself.
More recently I have given myself permission to lean into and explore spirituality. This has opened up and changed my world in the most amazing, magical and fascinating ways.
I’m still working through the barriers I have to accepting myself as this. But I know now, that if we really want to live the lives we truly desire, deeply fulfilled, joyful and abundant, then we can’t do it alone. We are spiritual beings and our denial of that is what leads to the lack and negativity we see in our lives and the world.
I also had to overcome my messed up relationship with a God or Creator. As many of us have had, I didn’t have a good experience with religion and I felt deeply that many of the things I’d been told, were not true. So I decided God wasn’t for me. However, I’ve learnt now that it was that version of God that wasn’t for me.
The embracing of my spirituality has led me to connect with some incredible sources of spiritual wisdom.
Each of these sources basically shares the same message. That you are an incredible being of light, you are source energy. Which is essentially love. But not love as we tend to know it. Unconditional love. It’s the biggest, most powerful universal energy of creation.
When you learn to feel this, you cannot help but see yourself as love. Through the eyes of the Creator. All the times you don’t feel as though you are love, are part of a false identity that disconnects you from truly who you are.
Everything that is unique and authentic about you, many of the things that you hide from the world, are actually the gifts of who you are.
These are the sources of spiritual wisdom that have truly changed my life as they have helped me to truly see myself as a gift.
Human Design
If you don’t know your Human Design, please give yourself a gift and grab a free chart. There are lots of incredible Human Design readers you can get a free chart from. Jenna Zoe is someone who I’ve been following since the beginning of my journey. You can visit her website and she also has an app. With the chart, you’ll get a brief explanation of your incredible soul gifts. Jenna has a podcast too and I personally think she’s really great at explaining and simplifying the concepts in Human Design that will help you understand how you can live it.
Human Design is amazing because it gives you your very own map, it shows you what your unique soul gifts are, what your purpose is, etc. It requires decoding, but use it as a tool to start seeing the truth of who you are and what is getting in the way of you being that.
Gene Keys
The wisdom of the Gene Keys is connected to Human Design, however it simplifies it (because Human Design is quite complex), and also dives much deeper into your unique essence. I combine the wisdom from both sources. You can get a free chart from the Gene Keys website here; many of the keys correspond to the gates in your Human Design. However, Richard Rudd, the genius creator of the Gene Keys gives you the incredible gift of sharing each key at the level of the shadow, the gift and the siddhi (highest self). I highly recommend taking the Golden Path course. It will awaken you to your purest soul essence.
Kabbalah
Kabbalah has changed my life!! It has helped me to put all of the pieces of the puzzle together from the spiritual tools and wisdom, plus all of my years of studying psychology and personal development. It has helped me heal my relationship with the Creator (as it turns out, according to Kabbalah, most of the things I was taught from a religious aspect, were in fact not true). You can take Kabbalah One for free - it’s a pay what you can model and all the proceeds go to charity. I would also highly recommend listening to David Ghiyam’s podcast. He is the first Kabbalah teacher I was introduced to and whilst I have now met many amazing Kabbalah teachers, David has such an incredible way of sharing the wisdom so that it is digestible and very practical. I listen to his classes and podcast episodes over and over again.
Access Consciousness
If you haven’t yet heard of Access Consciousness, please do yourself the biggest favour and check out Dr Dain Heer on YouTube. It will seem strange, it’s like learning a new language and I cannot explain it but it essentially teaches us how to realise and be the pure, energetic beings that we are and how to tap into the energy that’s available to all of us. They have a hands on modality called Access Bars, which is how I came into it and my whole world opened up from the first session. But even if you don’t do a Bars session, you’ll learn so many amazing tools from listening to Dain - who is one of the most delightful humans on this planet - you’ll see what I mean.
Please do yourself and the whole world a favour by committing to discovering how truly amazing you are. You are meant to live the most magnificent, unlimited life. If you’re not, it’s truly time for you to realise that this is indeed for you. You came here to discover what your gifts are and to share them with the world in the way that you’re meant to (Human Design and Gene Keys will help you with that).
Be you. Be amazing. Go forth with love!
Much love,
Fiona xo